I learned through the Myers-Briggs test that I am equally INFP and INTP, both considered roughly 1% of the population, and that equal crosses between two categories are in themselves somewhat rare. I know that part of what makes me hide myself from the world is that when I allow myself to feel, I feel DEEPLY. I do not become only a little happy, or a little sad, or a little... If I (or mine) feel threatened, my immediate gut reaction is to strike hard and fast. It might be due to my withdrawing, observing, and analyzing without emotion for so long. I have always been too afraid to surrender myself to someone without the return commitment of 100%. At 18 it was easy enough to assign myself this task. If all we're doing is dating, is 'trying things out', there may not be enough of a reason for him to come back to me if we ever do get into a heated argument. He says he's willing to date me even though I won't do that. He's willing to let me be how I am, though since he doesn't understand why, every now and then he asks again.Yay, so I'll never find someone quite like me, is what that said. I further researched PEOPLE through extensive reading, watching, and analyzing. When I'm feeling needy and want a kiss, all I have to do is tell him. This actually has done very little for me and so I seek to lessen this reaction. Be a good Christian girl and make the relatives happy. I don't even play with myself because it doesn't get any more empty than that. But I still fear the spiritual without the sign of commitment. The getting the relatives and close friends involved to bear witness to our union. Hit all my buttons in just the right way, and I am a real spitfire. But as soon as things cool down, what I secretly want is for the one I argued with to come back and tell me everything will be alright. It's inevitable that arguments happen to the best of us. I'm overly emotional and not rational in the slightest when I allow my emotions to overtake me. He has to have learned by now that I am not going to break down, so pushing me can't be why he asks.European by birth, 30's, single female on the American Westcoast, currently living in a beautiful beach town in Los Angeles where pelicans fly and surfers ride the waves. If you are curious about anything or have any questions or comments, please ask. We generally call the cusp simply the line between two houses.With Libra as the sign on the cusp of your 8th house youll strive to achieve balance in your sexual and intimate life.
There is no such thing as a casual love affair in your book!After you create your account, you'll be able to customize options and access all our 15,000 new posts/day with fewer ads. A bit of a backstory: I am afraid of my own passion. I don't like too many connections with too many people, as it drains me, but I do ache for at least some.But once I get a few nice connections, I tend to become too self-centered and something will come up, some difference, and I will drive it in, as is my nature, until it hurts the other person and they leave me.Now apparently there’s an astronomical side to this that can make it more confusing than that however.I do have what a friend shared in reply to me last year, but I’d need to find it to share in more detail.